I know I've been gone for a while. It's been a crazy few months, and now I'm trying to get back to where God wants me.
I fell in love with the wrong guy. I won't go into details because it's still to fresh and painful, but I spent months trying to please this person only to realize I'd lost myself in the process.
So I had to make the hard decision: Marry someone whom wanted me to be different than I am, or let them go.
I let him go so that he can find the woman God wants him to be with. I'm heartbroken over the loss, but I know it was for the best. My heart still yearns for him while my mind reminds me why it didn't work out. I find myself reaching for my phone to send him a text, but then I stop and curl my fingers into fists instead.
But now it's time to get back to the basics of me. I will claw and climb my way out of this deep depression that threatens to swallow me and step back onto the path God created special for me. Writing and storytelling is my passion as well as helping other singles who may be going through the same stuff I am.
I fell in love with the wrong guy. I won't go into details because it's still to fresh and painful, but I spent months trying to please this person only to realize I'd lost myself in the process.
So I had to make the hard decision: Marry someone whom wanted me to be different than I am, or let them go.
I let him go so that he can find the woman God wants him to be with. I'm heartbroken over the loss, but I know it was for the best. My heart still yearns for him while my mind reminds me why it didn't work out. I find myself reaching for my phone to send him a text, but then I stop and curl my fingers into fists instead.
But now it's time to get back to the basics of me. I will claw and climb my way out of this deep depression that threatens to swallow me and step back onto the path God created special for me. Writing and storytelling is my passion as well as helping other singles who may be going through the same stuff I am.